Understanding Health Anxiety

I know plenty of other people like me who ‘catastrophize’: always worrying that the absolute worst is going to happen in every situation.

Lost Connection | Eilidh G Clark

It was January, 2018, before I realised I had social anxiety

Eve Falling | Natalie Sirett

Rebelles and Outcasts | Natalie Sirett

The roots of our shamefulness run deep...

Dyscalculia | Ashley Stein

Severe difficulty in making arithmetical calculations, as a result of brain disorder.

Fearless Femme becomes Fearlessly | Dr Eve Hepburn

We’re delighted to reveal our new name and vision to you: we're going forward Fearlessly!

Creation | By Mairi Campbell-Jack

An ode to the feelings of fear and wonder that creativity in motion brings

How To Find Community In Burnout | By Briana Pegado

I simply channeled my anxiety and depression into overwork

It’s time for a New Year’s Evolution | By Bianca Hunter

It’s time to stop focussing on your perceived blemishes and flaws

A ‘Good’ Person | By Ida Henrich

You’d always sit there and watch the others, because they were ‘good’ at things.

What If You Just Can’t? | By Anna Lee

Fear needs to be felt and acknowledged like any other emotion.

I lost the battle but I’ll win the war

A comic by Alice McCall

Christmas: A Queer Survival Guide

This is something that may provide a little bit of support

Peaks and Troughs

The person that I present to be differs greatly from how I, perceive me

Failure and Success

Ericka Waller pens one of her usual “lists of failures”, but this time adds a second -- of her day’s successes

Always Remember This

Guilt has flourished into acceptance and the ability to move on rather than constantly striving then failing to change the past.

Rewriting Failure – The Bravest and Best Step

By definition alone, failure’s a negative word. Who wants to fail in life?

Success Is…

People define success as winning the lottery but winning the lottery is a very rare chance

My Emotions

My emotions are clashing ; My heart is heavy

Finding Me

The end of a relationship is also a new beginning...

Comparison, Capabilities and Context

Charlotte Eyres on the positive opportunities we can design by viewing failure more constructively

8 Things to do While Recovering from Anxiety Disorder

Throughout my recovery, I have learned so much about the mind and mental health in general, and I’d like to share eight habits that I’ve had to either let go of or introduce into my life.

Winter Depression

It can be fairly common for people to get sad when the nights draw in, but what happens when this sadness turns into Seasonal Affective Disorder...

The Monster In Me

As I reach out into a world full of possibility, I find wounds in me that I didn’t realise needed healing.

Surviving The Christmas Break

I have to turn my social media off at Christmas as everyone shares the mountains of presents they gave or received.

Lauren Drinkwater illustration

Volunteer Series: Becoming Fearless

It's hard to know where to begin when it comes to my mental health, which seems strange because it's something I think about every day.

Resilience

I explain my apathy whilst they assess my risk

Regent

I bought myself a crown off Amazon ; A cheap plastic thing with glued on jewels

The Yo-Yo

Let me stay in one place, centralise, just for a moment, please

Diagnosis: Problem

With 1 in 4 adults known to experience mental illness, the scale of those affected is clearly vast and yet...

Staging Change

Chief Executive of Stellar Quines talks all things challenge, change, creativity, progress and inspiration

Success in 2018

I had been thinking about my life as though it was over at 24.

You Are Always Becoming

I can see the whorl of the universe nestling on the cliff of your tongue.

A Toast to Imagination

Here's to a generation of women who've come of age believing that our truest selves are counterfactuals

Volunteer Series: New Frontiers

Sophie Isaacson shares how volunteering with Fearless has developed her confidence and reduced her anxiety about speaking up...

Las Paredes

The ceiling can’t tell me, what
the dark can’t show me.

The Price of Perfection

Perfectionism can be the killer of productivity. Perfectionism can be the killer of confidence.

Review 3: Walking in this World by Julia Cameron

Art is therapeutic not therapy.

The Hare

I freeze, quiet, still and frightened

Cutting Teeth

Sky wide and benevolent,
She so small beneath.

Q&A: Kate Majid (The Shaw Mind Foundation)

My favourite part of the week is working alongside my youth ambassadors

Mad Girls’ Love Song

Ely Percy gives a queer interpretive response to Plath's famous piece

Volunteer Series: Growing Together

'...this journey has given me so much strength and passion, all of which started with a submission to Fearless Femme'

Malala: Living Like You Matter

'trauma survivors are not condemned to stress and negative health implications... ...growth is also possible.'

Look Like A Warrior

it’s a persistent fight of knowing and believing that I am okay as I am...

Dear Cit

I relocated to my mother’s, and my jaw became your typewriter...

Comics | Small interactions between dimorphic beings

A very simple reflection about domination and submission relationships within a gendered society.

I Think I Need To Stop Over Thinking!

Why am I scared to do this?

Q&A: Unfolding Austel

Songwriting and performing have always been forms of therapy for me

Clarity

She was aware of the fact that it only existed
In her mind

Change

It’s the way you’ve always been:
Make sure they feel safe and relevant.

The Tender Edges

It was never hi guys let’s go out it was always hi guys let’s go and get drunk.

The Inner Self

Reflecting on the inner vulnerabilities and exposure of humanity whilst raising awareness ...

The Next Step

Dr Cutie Pie makes brief but indelible impact on considering next steps...

To My Little Silver Lining

You may not have had time to enter this world with your footprints my love,
but you have had a great impact all the same.

The Image

In the sky above me, I see
A red-glazed crescent moon

What’s it like to work at Fearless?

A behind-the-scenes look at working in a mental health-focused social enterprise.

Inhabit the Space

Inhabit the space where you’re barely awake

How is Fearlessley funded?

If you've ever been curious about our legal structure or funding model, read on!

Q&A: Queen C**t at EdFringe

Feminist theatre, making change and self-care at this year's EdFringe

This Is Me

If you continue to stare, offer a smile or a wave, but don’t call me brave

My Invisible Demon

I am a 28 year old woman with an invisible disease

[AUDIO] Depression Speaks

What’s going on inside of me? I’m just tryna get better...

How the NHS is Failing People With Mental Illness

Donate. Volunteer. Vote

An Interlude: Walking in this World

I will not hide from the fact I became overwhelmed

Feathers

I was told, that I was a bird, with a song too bold, for my own good

A Hope That Whispers, A Wishful Truth

They say to Hope is a Fool’s wish

Metamorphosis: Spoken Word by Abigail Cook

this light feels better than the winter I’ve been living

The Problem with Things

Sorting through and discarding two decades’ worth of dysfunction is no picnic

Soon

Maybe it will end up being okay but that doesn't erase the fact that right now it feels like a mountain

Coming out and care

Taking care when coming out - some tips for those struggling with identity and their allies too

Q&A: Quarrels with the Gender Binary

Gender and mental health are deeply interwoven

Music: A Microcosm of Queerness

...from my career to my relationships to my queerness – the only way I’m likely to succeed is if I live authentically and strum to my own rhythm.

Bound to the Binary

I am one of that 78%. I am one of that 40%. I took that survey in 2012 at age 18, struggling to come to terms with my identity.

Ten Years of Recurring Dreams

Once upon a time I wanted to know what followed, like the next episode of Game of Thrones or The Walking Dead

A Head Full of Worried Elephants

Rational thought stood no chance against the elephants, which multiplied, a herd of hundreds...

Done At One?

...a second pregnancy’s not a simple decision to make and the stigma of HG as a mentally inflicted illness...

I’ve Mastered Chaturanga: Can I have my happiness now?

I’ve lived a complete and utterly fabricated life for the last few years. I am fine. Nothing to see here guys.

Mandy Lee Berger: Art Series | Part 2

it’s my way of expressing the deepest emotions I struggle to find words for. I paint with brushes, sponges, toothbrushes, tissue, corks;

Will You Join A Joyful Revolution?

Anna Renfrew explains some of the inspirational interventions, aims and impact of The Empower Project.

Being Brilliant

Before my addiction took hold, I was a high achiever, a perfectionist. A fear of never being quite good enough drove me forwards relentlessly.

Prozac

A friend thinks I should consider taking the anti-depressants I had taken in the first few months of grief, but I don’t agree with him.

Secrets to Building Self Worth

Self-worth is defined in the dictionary as ‘the sense of one's own value or worth as a person’...

Dear Diary

Dear Diary, It's the middle of May already. Your pages are still blank, I'm sorry. I was waiting for a good day...

Better Late Than Never

Studying when you struggle with mental health problems is sometimes a seemingly impossible task.

Night Birds

Their music hides inside their throats // Asthmatic in the dark before dawn...

Phoenix

"But when I fell down into the dirt, I saw that I had been planting these seeds my whole life."

Choose Happy, Choose You

A few months ago, I was told I had become a self-centred, hyper-positive airhead who didn’t deserve the life I was leading...

Form

The sun melts me down into // a mouldable form...

Sp-Speak

In the corner of my brother’s room there was a little cubby hole. In this concrete box we’d managed to squeeze in a wardrobe...

Play the DNA game right

Unfortunately, stress and poor diet choices are often an unavoidable part of getting through the day...

Mighty Mountains

Remember // Some days even the mighty mountains...

Storm Clouds Lifting

Storm clouds lifting, // Emotions shifting // Searching deeper increasingly braver...

XII

Your garden is lost and it’s autumn, // You’d feel guilty if you knew...

Fearless Woman

For as long as I remember, I have seen my mother being brave, outspoken and bold. Until one day, I came across an old picture...

How Writing Changed My Life

I've been writing for as long as I can remember. I used to write short stories on long car journeys, create song lyrics whilst lying on my trampoline...

If I Could

“I thought you didn’t have it anymore” // “Just join in” // “It would have been nice for you to have played” ...

Leaving Wonderland

Inspired both by Christina Henry's incredible book "Alice" and my own nightmare account of living in Wonderland.

Rainy Saturday

I normally hate rainy Saturdays, with their grey gloom and keeping me indoors.

Video Thumbnail: Space by Rosie Sullivan

Space

Go on, ask me how I am. // Not that you care anyway, it’s just polite // Well I’ll say I’m fine // But really I’m dying inside

Video Thumbnail: Sexual Harassment in Schools by Katie Horsburgh

Sexual Harassment in Schools

Sexual harassment in schools is commonplace and widespread. The following accounts have been collected from real girls from across the UK.

Recipe for Happiness

I’ve been working on my recipe for my own happiness for years now.

She

She is a predator; // lurking round corners, // hiding behind closed doors, // she waits for you, // waits for your naïve // vulnerability.

Depression vs ‘Just Hormones’

“You’re not depressed, you’re just going through some changes.”

Bad Weather

The most alarming thing about the storm was its suddenness.

Using Hypnosis to Observe the Mind

Right now I'm sitting on the shores of lake Garda in Italy. It's a beautiful evening.

Life, a River Runs Through It

Life, a river runs through it // Always flowing // If we feel its waters // And let it carry us to truth

Hair

I want to tell you about a hair. Yes, a hair. Some of us have more than others, but we have all at one time or another had a hair.

Wax

My days are melting // down like wax // and merging together // in a thick, muddy pool...

The Pill and the Price

For a while, my periods were near impossible to handle.
Excruciating cramps, nausea so intense I had to take days off to curl up in bed with ibuprofen that wouldn’t touch the pain, and wait it out.

Dear You

You
You sit on my bed at night,
Hide in my cupboards,
You are the wind, the rain,
A stagnant pond.

Gender Equality and The Minds of Our Fearless Women

2018 is a year filled with significant anniversaries for the development of women’s rights.

Why Trauma is an Inherently Feminist Issue

I recently finished my master’s thesis on why accommodating the needs of trauma sufferers in universities is an issue of justice and equality.

Superhero

When I was 5 years old I wanted to be a superhero, // or at least // I wanted to have superpowers // I wanted to fly

Mixed-Race Girl, White Therapist

I’ve been told that I’m a "glass half-empty" type of person. Whilst this may be true, I like to think of it more as a healthy scepticism in my general approach to life.

How to Stop Feeling Like a Failure

Loser is such a virile word, isn’t it? You can practically feel the testosterone slithering through its pronunciation.

Fearless Femme Launch: Press Release

A new grassroots movement to challenge sexism, reduce mental health stigma, and save the lives of young women across the world has kicked off in Scotland today (Tuesday) at a prestigious launch.

A Caged Songbird

I sat, a silent songbird
Languishing in a silver cage
Bound by finely woven wires
Wound from anxiety and depression
Trapping me...

Shine Equally Bright

Laying among sunshine and newspapers,
the city bustles around the park’s edge.
I am convinced those around me are faultless, fearless...

Coping with Loneliness at University.

So today’s topic is a lot more serious, so I thought I’d lighten it up a little before I got started. Today we’re going to talk about loneliness...

Thunder Lily

She bursts into bloom
from a wild and furious storm.
Her fire fueled by lightning,
voice powered by thunder
roaring from deep within her belly.

Cover Image: Love Yourself

Love Yourself

If I could go back, I'd tell my younger self,
"It's ok. You're doing great. Don't change."
But mostly, I'd say this...
"You are loved...

If You Can’t Love Yourself…

I believe we’ve been taught how to love wrongly. Be it the films where love is proven by punching the new boyfriend in the rain, or the way your friend comforted you...

Table For One

I have a table for one booked this Valentines day, to celebrate the relationship I have built with myself. My self-love was smelted in the fires of surviving the hardest of times...

How to Love Yourself.

HAPPY VALENTINE’S DA- Yeah no, it’s lame, isn’t it? Just, kind of a sucky day. It’s fine and cute for some people but for others, meh. It’s just not their jam.

Intimacy! (with anxiety)

Growing up, I wasn’t a very sexual person at all, and the idea of being intimate with someone in any way made me feel sick...

Do You Have To Love Yourself?

I remember scrolling through Instagram a few years ago as a young, naïve and wholly inexperienced fifteen year old and pausing on a picture of a quote...

Crawling

Crawling 2 u
Gripped to the floor beneath me
I'm hungry for what we have
But I need it again
Give in to me, no holds barred...

You

I close my eyes.
I see you, us
What we are and what we could be
And I catch my reflection, smiling.
She's happy.

Love Is All

When I was a wee girl, love was safety and warmth; the strong arms of mum rescuing me from danger, the soft material of dad’s jumper as I snuggled closer...

Wet Your Appetite

It’s a funny thing.
When you wet your lips.
And bite down hard.
On the way love has come upon you.
It’s a funny thing ...

How Do I Stop Feeling Stressed?

I get it: you’re stressed out, big time. Don’t worry; that’s expected: you’re part of Generation Stress and never fear because you’re in the hands of a stress expert, I’ve been through it all.

A Letter to You: the Things I’ll Never Say to my Unfaithful Ex

A letter to you, I haven't spoken to you since I found out and I hate that you'll think I'm in the wrong for never giving you a chance to explain but I know I'm not...

Heartbeat

I don’t need
to enlist photographs
to reassure me of your gaze,
as the penetration
of your eyes
is emblazoned on my face ...

Confessions of an Ungrateful Wretch

I wasn’t quite expecting to have a baby when I did. It was July, not September. It was too early and everything was going wrong...

Mental Health: a Headache

It is a headache going through it, and a headache attempting to get people to understand it. There are many other expletive words you can use to describe it...

Lego House

He's a clever guy Ed - writes all his own material, sings, plays several musical instruments and has a house made out of Lego...

New Beginnings

New beginnings
Silent starts
Just excuses to change a bit later
Resolutions can be useful
But why wait ...

Just Roll With It: How Enjoying My Body Saved My Mind

They say that when you’re depressed, you lose interest in many things that, once upon a time, made you feel alive...

Show Promo Image: BoJack Horseman

Watch It: The Shows (and Films) That Won’t Let You Down

There’s nothing worse than when you’re relaxing on the couch with several snacks, possibly a glass of wine, trying to unwind with a film or TV show when BAM...

How To Be Femme and Cast Magic With Lip Balm

Up until about three years ago I had zero clue that I was experiencing dysphoria. I was riding that train to denial city so fast the...

Self-Compassion: Just One More Thing to be Good At?!

Nowadays it is trendy to take care of yourself. Everyone is rushing to their next yoga class, just to learn how to be calm and mindful...